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Paris is far…Welcome back to the city of the very bad angels! It has been months since I haven’t spent time in America but here I am, in LA, more precisely in the Porn Valley, ready to meet new nasty girls and taste new delicious cocks. Yes, you’re right. When I’m in Europe I’m much more melancholic and I like spending time dreaming, thinking, I live a lot in my mind. But here in America, no time anymore to think.  USA are the field of action, the “here” and” now”. Here we do not wait, we do not expect for providence, but we look for it, we ‘re hunting it and we all do our best in order to have the “chance” to caress a little bit of our American dream. You understood what I mean : it’s high  time to return to action.

So after a direct flight Paris/ LA ( 11 hours it’s ok, but I used to take non direct flights before and in this case it could take 17hours…I’m too old for that now lol) , I rented this incredible Chevrolet Camaro and drove to LA(my boyfriend did in fact…I don’t drive!) . Believe me or not, but here in Californa where you see 10 hummers and 5 corvettes on any mall parking, I still have been congratulated with “my” Camaro. That’s funny how people love cars here….I mean, beautiful and brand new cars. As soon as the see your car they are able to put you in a “box” of the social ladder  and you are a winner or …you are a loser. Here people don’t come to you ask for a renseignement or try to seduce you by inviting you to drink a coffee. Here nobody really cross each other. We see each other at a crossroad, in line to pay at the supermarket  no meeting would seem possible unless it is done on a facebook profile. But as soon you drive a beautiful car, a new car that people don’t use to see, then you become “the guy with the awesome car”.. So me and my package “Cute boyfriend+awesome car” moved to our place in  LA , ready to eat a double cheeseburger even if in France we were supposed to be asleep.

2 days after….which was yesterday I was in Encino, in one of this nice house that all the adult industry use to rent to shoot gonzos. “Today’s special”? A beautiful nymph fallen from the sky. 19 years old,long blond hair, green eyes, endless legs…a kind of Barby Doll before it becomes a woman. “I had my first experience with a girl at 11….even before I try with a guy”. Ok, Franziska, beautiful angel lost in the city where every angels fall …and  lose themselves….stay with me, trust me…You think you know everything but you don’t. You smile, proud of your shameless beauty but here you are, in front of my camera, knowing that you’re about to do your first scene with me. I’m sure you even don’t have any idea of who I am? A beautiful girl like you just like spending time doing shopping, doing her nails, and watching the last magazine covers with her girlfriends…if she has some.

You’re the perfect young american lady. All the world belong to you. Your beauty is your power, your age is your alibi. …In my bed, in front of my camera,you’re a little jewel wiggling and moaning with pleasure, a big dildo inside your wet pussy… You look at me, I taste your lips, it tastes like strawberry, you’re a candy melting on my tongue…

Porn brings you the perversity but it also reminds you how innocence is priceless.

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Wow, that’s incredible. I just came back from Corsica few days ago and it seems already so far away….Good moments always seem to me as if they were a dream…Having a break is great and fore sure, and sometimes necessary, but when you’re just working on things which will determine the good, or bad  evolution of your life, you can’t really have a break. You’re enjoying good and simple things, you’re aware that you’re lucky, but you’re aware too, that time is not come yet to rest and that if the world won’t wait for you, you still have to be in the “circle” if you want to have your place in it.
So as soon as I came back from Corsica, happy to have finaly a beautiful natural tan, I took the resolution to go back to my good alimental habits: no ice creams anymore, no wine “rose” to enjoy with my meal at dinner anymore. Back to the diet,  green vegetables and the” minimum 40 minutes training “at the gym to burn bad calories and fat….it’s a part of the job , not just the hobbie of  a young parisian woman.

It was also the time to go back in front of my computer and spend my day sending e-mails, having my phone calls…you see, to do porn is not just having fun! More than anybody else we must deal with attorneys, unexpected bills…it’s a fun job if in fact you keep being serious.

The day after was July 14th, the national day in France. Fireworks, thousands of people in the streets , big concert in front of the Eiffel Tower…I’m afraid of the crowd, this kind of celebration is not for me, and anyway I had get to ready for the day after which was about to be very busy.
July 15th I shot all day for the promotion of a DVD for an asian mainstream movie distributed in France. The idea is that I present the DVD menu, offer sexy bonus … funny and sexy way to promote the movie that in fact I still didn’t watch. Just imagine that it’s a kind of remake of James Bond but with cheap special effects, a “not so sexy”special agent who fights like a character in the cartoons , and you will have an idea of what it looks like….It’s maybe not the movie of the year but I was quite excited to participate to this project. It’s really fun and different. We did a 15 hours day of work (sounds like a day of porn in Europe lol) but to be honnest, I was very happy of this day. Nice crew, easy job… We will start the promotion in September (the DVD will be released on October 3rd) and it’s the other part that I like. I LOVE doing medias, interviews, playing with the journalists. There’s so much to say about my job, I’m never tired of speaking about it.

Good thing , as yesterday I spent another day  working, but this time to make the promotion of the up-coming ceremony of the Hot d’Or which will be held in Paris on October 20th. For those who don’t know this event, the Hot d’Or have been THE european event of the 90’s in the adult industry. Organized by the french adult magazine n°1 in Europe HOT VIDEO, this huge party where all the adult industry from whole over the world used to meet, was organized in Cannes each summer during the famous cinema Cannes Festival. Great idea to associate a prestigious and international event to such a “scandalous” event. The Hot d’Or really used to be the symbol of a kind of Golden Age of the adult industry.
So, after 10 years , Hot Video decided that it was time to do it again…It’s now official, it will be in Paris on October 20th and it’s such a goo news. I’m also nominated 3 times (yeah!!!!) and…I’m the  ambassadress of the event. I couldn’t hope anything better, trust me.
So that’s it! Here is what I did since I came back from Corsica, and the island looks already like a fading souvenir even if I still have the sweet taste of the chestnut ice-cream on my tongue.

Tomorrow, as every week-end I fly to Italy where I’m booked to feature-dance.. Now you must understand why I’m always smiling when an “ignorant” asks me “But what do you do besides your job as a porn actress?”.. Believe me, I don’t have time to wonder if my life is boring or not lol !

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We’re all running after something but in the end, happiness is here , next to us and the only thing we have to do is to know how to  open our eyes. Usualy our way of life is hiding the good things which are here to make us happy…You’re probably thinking “What? What is she telling to me? Am I reading the blog of a pornostar? She’s supposed to tell me that she touched herself already twice this morning and that she will fuck twice this afternoon….I ‘m not looking for quotes or philosophical thoughts”. Yes, sorry , I know that you’re probably looking for crispy stories and don’t worry there will be a time to tell them. But today I wake up in my hotel in Corsica, I’m sitting on the balcony of my room and it’s almost like if I was discovering again the world. Paris seems so far. I can’t have a break and take real vacations, there’s so much to do….still and always. But here under the sun, in the middle of the sea, i’m sharing my thoughts with you  on this island that everybody name “Island of beauty”, and I feel particularly good. Life is not made around phone calls, e-mails, appointments, cabs and traffic….life is only having a good night after a nice dinner outside, walking barefoot on the sand and putting some cream to protect the skin, but, get a beautiful suntan. And I already hear from here my californian colleagues telling me with an accent that I will never be able to use in a normal life ”Ohhhh, my God!! Look at you!”

Everyday I watch the daily news and I see new videos of Michael Jackson. Yesterday I was sad to see him training on stage for his next shows. He was so incredible. He could be sick or skinny…whatever.Michael was on fire when he was on stage….That’s “funny”to realize  how somebody you never met ,can touch your life. I’m thinking of him everyday. I’m listening his songs religioulsy, like an” interior pilgrimage” , and I think that this man, with all his money, all his fame, all the incredible things which made him a demi god, probably never had this opportunity to live this simple of moment of being walking on the beach, watching the world in  silence, and run and laugh in the waves like a child.

I’m appreciating these few moments. I know that if they are simple…they’re too rare.It’s like drinking pure water. We all need that to not forget who we are. Soon it will be the time to go back to LA and believe me I will have tons of nasty things to tell you   I’m really excited and I can’t wait..

 But you know what? ….let’s wait a little bit!

“It’s a new day, it’s new life, it’s a new world….and I’m feeling good”.

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